Vat va Vell... hehe. ;)

---I feel like a pretty lady with my nails in bloody red.


Nemia... you know I love you... Nemia you're the queen of my heart... Loving you is like food to my soul...
Hahahaha... atik lang.
-----I miss Tweety... It feels like we haven't met for years... I really miss her. ;(
----Tomorrow's a big day not only for Kay but also for us. We have a big part on that special day and so, GOOD LUCK TOTALLY SPIES!!! HAPPY 18th BDAY KAY!!! ;*

Spider-SENSE...

*The ratatouille is now... dEAD.

*Flu... go away.

*Shreng, I almost lost my cellphone, which almost became a life changing experience for me! Fortunately, at some point I still have the luck, Rachelle found it in their car. Sus na lang, if it were lost, I don't know what my parents would tell me... or my Kuya Mark. Tsk tsk.

*School keeps on surprising me a lot. We were already preparing ourselves for the TAXO long test and then, we'd just see the teacher writing one question on her acetate and another question on the white board and... yun na yun! Ibigsabihin, she might have forgotten about the long test, and it's not really a good news especially when you got worried and you gave all your efforts to study for it. Haaay... Her second question pa naman was giving a scientific name for a frog in Mt. Apo. Man, she read my own scientific name and I found her laughing about it! Rana apobundocus... what's wrong with that... ganda naman ah... ;)

*I lost my bestfriend's invitation. I'm sorry...

*I really did something wrong tonight... I fell asleep... at the wrong time. Nagym pa man ako sana tapos bigla na lang akong naKNOCK OUT!? Sorry... May tanong tuloy ako, sino kaya ang nag-off ng comps habang tulog ako... tsk tsk... delikado...

*My shoe looks bad...

Last touch:
*Lesson for today? I mean for yesterday... 2:10 na chong. Always be sensitive. Be sensitive enough... to yourself, others, your valuable possessions, or even to the whole world!

K

Happy Birthday KAY!
"Kay that you love me...
And show me that you care...
Kay when I need you...
YOu will always be there.."

I love this lady. She's really very smart and talented... FERPECT! Heheheh... I wish you all the most wonderful and magical things in life... di ko alam ano yun... SO eto lang masasabi ko Kay, GO! GO! GO!

Hulaan nyo anong oras na dito samin.. 3:18... am. Oras na para mag stadi!!! Galing noh? Walang alarm clock yan ha. Kung kelan wala, saka naman ako nagising ng maaga.... VERY TRICKY...

It takes time.... ;)

It's ten o'clock... aalis ako pag eleven... tingnan natin kung hanggang saan hahantong ang mga sinasabi ko...

Before anything else, mag guessing game tayo. Nakaharap ako sa computer nun nang may marinig akong parang may gumagalaw malapit sa computer table. Tiningnan ko kung asan, nang may nakita akong maitim na nilalang na tumatalon sa trash can! Gusto nyang makaakyat pero di nya maabot, di ko rin siya pwedeng hawakan. Di ko rin siya pwedeng palayain mula sa trash can, dahil magugunaw ang aking mundo... Guess who?

I realized that the things that you really expect to happen don't really happen. Yup, this idea is tested and proven. I already made myself believe that I won't be accepted in Kalasag, I knew I really didn't do good during the interview... but not until they texted me that I am already a Kalasag member and that I'm about to join the meeting the next day. Whew... Yesterday, Rani and I went to school early to finish our lab report. I was tired and we were both hungry. Ang aga ata namin noh para matapos lang yun... and then, by the time we were to pass the report, they told us that it was to be submitted the next meeting... oy..oy..oy... naloko ata kami ah...I crammed for my Filipino Report, nagmadali akong makagawa ng visual aid, paulit ulit na practice sa mga sasabihin... and then, while my heart was beating fast, the teacher announced that the group reporting would be moved the next meeting na rin because there's one lesson that she had to tackle! oy...oy...oy... naloko na naman ako... tsk tsk. but yesterday's tricky moments (tama ba yun) continued this morning, when we were hurrying to finish our lab reports in taxonomy kasi may LONG TEST pa daw! So we had to use all our resources para matapos lang. Then we started studying after having finished the write-up and the drawing for our next experiment (?). At the end of the lab class, we were told that next meeting na lang ung lab report. OY OY OY... tsk tsk! And so we studied, tapos during our taxo lecture, the teacher told us that she didn't prepare the long test... OY OY OY. Sus na lang...You know that feeling of being soooooo worried and then you'd begin panicking and cramming and tired and restless... and then in then end, iyon pala for some reason, there's nothing to worry about. PALAW... OY... oY... OY...
After knowing that NCX ran out of protractors, I decided to go to NCCC mall. It was raining and we had to cross along the pedestrian lane of Acacia. We found this little boy who was carrying umbrella. He told us that we can use his umbrella for two pesos. It seemed that we did need the umbrella so I told the boy, "Sige payungi na mi kay bayaran taka ug singko." He carries the big umbrella and then after a few minutes, he said, "Kamo gunit sa payong kay dili ko kaabot (taas kaayo)" Maybe the two pesos is for the umbrella only, without the labor. "Dapat ikaw ang magdala kay singko gud akong bayad," I replied.... medyo no comment afterwards.. Anyway, I liked the style of that boy... madiskarteng bata. Batang bata pa may hanapbuhay na, magpahiram lang ng umbrella may pera na kaagad. Shreng.. Thinking of hurrying up kasi gabi na, I thought of riding the MATINA jeepney. Jess didn't say anything about the route or the time it would take before we get to the mall. Tsk tsk... The jeepney was small pero bongga dahil coke ang design ng jeep nya... So, we were riding that jeepney and I realized MATINA jeepney had a different route compared with MAA jeepney.... but what's really more confusing was that we were getting to places that are not so familiar... and to think, his jeepney was filled with passengers, why would the driver bring us to different places? Parang napasok kami sa isang liblib na lugar and time was running, malapit na magclose ang nccc mall. Shreng. Saan ba kami dinadala ng driver na to. JOYRIDE? Then he stopped at a gate or something, o diba parang sindikato. He went down the jeepney. I wondered what were in the minds of the passengers about this stressful moment of not knowing what this driver really is up to. Shreng man ni na driver oy. He went back and he said something about his wife... I don't know if I'm right... and then scratched his head. Intawon, nobody knew that this driver got his personal plans and it seemed he wanted to share it to his passengers. We got to nccc mall and the department store was already closed. Shreng. Umuwi na lang kami...This only shows that wrong decisions makes things go wrong, pag pumunta kayo ng nccc, mag MAA jeepney na lang kayo... O diba... it's 10:52 pm na... so that's how my night became... became... I don't know.
Anyway... wishy wishy wishy wishy wish wish wish! My mom's wish has finally come true and I could see how happy she is right now... Love you mom! ;)

So it's time to leave now, 11:00 pm. Blogging and researching at the same time is not that easy.. It's 11:01 already... time to say goodbye...
Did you play the guessing game?
The answer is....
bukas na lang.

DO I DO..

i have so many things to do tonight... i mean to...day? It's about 1:05 in the morning and I haven't accomplished anything yet.

1. embryology write-up
2. embryology recitation
3. Filipino Report
4. Filipino Visual Aid
5. Literature-story

Five looks many...

My body really hurt after playing volleyball yesterday. Tossing the ball one meter away from your head forty times isn't very easy. The result of doing everything just to reach forty would be a painful back, painful arms, painful neck, painful shoulders, painful abs, hehehe.... painful hips, bruises and red spots.

Going back to doing the things I must do... This is a very difficult challenge for me. I feel so weak and then I am stuck with all those write-ups, recitations... etc. Haaaay.... But then, I do believe that God gives us challenges that we can pass through.... not pass by... but pass through. That's why, in times like this, just say... GO!GO!GO!---encouraging words from JP Abrina. I'm not really getting so worried because I also believe that someone will carry me anyway when I can't get up anymore... ;) Mmmmm... I also have good friends to share some laughs with, so all those worries would somehow lighten. Well...well... well... sometimes... it just has to be what it has to be...

Question question Portion:

I have a question.... Kung pagod na pagod ka, kung nag-iisa ka lang, tapos ang dami dami mo pang gagawin, ano ang dapat mong isipin?

Well I'm a Girl of Many Wishes....

Thursday.... Embryology...
Uwian na... and then I was talking to the people outside the classroom when I remembered that I had to get my embryology book in the locker. We were going to have an oral recitation the next day so I must get it. I didn't have the key so I had to run after Rani and JP from the seventh floor down to Roxas gate. They weren't there. They might have gone home. I went up stairs all the way to the fourth floor, and still, I found no one. I went all the way down, and I was starting to panic. I was tired and I was worrying. What should I do? I don't have my embryology book, how can I explain things for tomorrow? I got worried for several minutes. We got stuck in Roxas searching for solutions. If Rani and JP have gone home... then the only hope I had was Kay. She got the original key. My battery was empty, so I texted from a cellphone of a person I knew, which is somehow embarrassing. Fortunately, our classmate called Kay, and we found out that she's in Jacinto getting some photocopies. So we went there and I shouted Kay's name. KAAAAAAY! ANG SUSI! KUNIN KO ANG EMBRYO BOOK KO! May recitation pa naman bukas! Then, Kay answered, bakit ka man magstadi ng embryology na wala mang embryology bukas!.... I got stunned! FRIDAY NA MAN DIAY UGMA! WALA NGANG EMBRYOLOGY BUKAS! Tsk tsk! ... nakahilak ko...

Friday... sum"BAG"on nako si Marcis... Hay na lang.
It was during lit time. I was sitted near the door and I was looking outside. Someone was trying to talk to me from the outside. I couldn't get what he wanted but he was trying to act it out. I guessed it was a bag. He may have left his bag somewhere, because I really didn't get him, I asked Kamille and Marcus to attend to that person. Marcus looked for the bag and asked Jess to get one bag from the back. The guy outside said, wag na lang, then he left. It was too late when Marcus handed me the bag they found at the back. I took it and I went outside to see if I could still call the guy and give him what he was asking for. As I went outside, there was another guy who also went outside the classroom telling me... akoa na. I was stunned once again... SORRY... wrong number? Tsk tsk... I was just trying to help someone and now I'm realizing that I was taking away something from somebody's property. Marcus... tsk tsk.

Friday... Juice ko Day...
I bought juice (the ones in tetra pack). Then, later... when we were far far far from the store, I realized, I had no straw. Pano ao makakainom! Kinsa man gud nagbalot ba... walay straw.

Life is like a cartoon show... as I said... anything can happen!!!

Lately...

"Well, I’m a man of many wishes
Hope my premonition misses
But what I really feel my eyes won’t let me hide
cause they always start to cry
cause this time could mean goodbye"

My life has always been a cartoon show, where anything can happen. Something that goes like... "Nangyayari ba talaga yan sayo?"

To be continued... it's raining you know... hahaha...

I was so glad to have experienced some fulfilling moments today, although I really had a bad time dealing with our math test. Nakakain na rin ako ng totoong lunch sa wakas! I was also able to buy an embryology book with free CD! Meron kayo nun?! Even though I had my finger wounded, I was still active. I may had been sleepy with Mrs. Taxo with her droopy self, I was still in good spirit. We even went to Kay's clinic and I even ate big hotcakes in Mercorner... if I'm not mistaken. We had to go up up up to the seventh floor for Theology but I managed to ignore the pain. Sir Noriel was not in good mood with the noise we made, but... okey lang na... I went out of the room and I called Rani and JP from far far away, they ran. In my mind, they were to go home... but I tried to follow them several minutes after as I remembered my embryology book. Magstadi pa diay ko para sa recitation tomorrow. I had to get the key para sa locker. I went down through the helevator and I was sooooooo surprised...

bakit kaya? bukas na lang... inaantok na ako mga parts... oh diba, parang episode.

Pimple Attack!

I'm giving myself 5 minutes of expressing what I really feel right now...
There's nothing more exciting than having joyful pimples on your face! Hahahah... I just finished working with my assignments and I realized that I'm really having the what I call "PIMPLE ATTACK." Haaay... It's the season of abundance... harvest time... It may take a while before I get rid of these red happy spots, and the only way I know... is using BIOLEAF Amino Soap! Oh diba... parang commercial..
Oh well... five minutes na man siguro...
I really had a wonderful day today. Cool...
...Goodnight!

The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow...

Marcus: Anong palaman ang lumilipad?
Nemia: Butter... peanut?
Tss...Laki problema mo nemia...

I am soooooooooo exhausted. Ayoko na po... tsk tsk tsk. Maling sked, maling classroom, maling teacher... maling nemia. As early as now, I already feel like a corpse bride! When can I feel beautiful and truly happy again? atik lang. I'm still happy because I still got totally spies and friends...

Minsan oo minsan hindi...

The Adventure of Nemia and Self

I'm wishing... ;) Her voice is a little scary...Nagulat ako sa prince... sumingit bigla... "todaaaay" ka diha...

Monday... I woke up at about 11:00 am for the last time. Yes, this will be the last I would wake up late... I'm going to school starting tomorrow. Excited ka na ba? Anyway, as I went downstairs, everyone were very busy. They're busy in the kitchen, busy packaging our soap products, busy playing the drums, busy talking, busy walking, busy busying... heheh... they sure were working fast....and as for me, my world was in slowmotion-- I just got up from my magical bed you know. Later, I brought tweety home to bathe her. She was very dirty...Then, I ate lunch with my dad and my brothers. Ulam namin? It's the never-ending gulay! I could still remember the gulay we had for dinner lastnight. Oh well, gulay has been a part of our everyday life. Without the precious gulay, I wouldn't have been this healthy and strong. Hahahah... I tell you, the last time I got sick-- I mean really really sick-- was last year, which means my immune system had been really strong.... STRONG PARE! mayabang.
Later, I went to SM to buy myself a new pair of shoes and to make my brother's simple wish come true. Kuya Mark who's a music teacher, asked me to buy him the school requirements he needed. I rode a taxi to SM. Yes yes yes! nagtataxi na ako!!! Manong driver was a little sick... he was coughing. While we were near the kanto of TULIP drive... He said something... "Nagstop ang gago..." Tsk tsk. Kaya ka inuubo nong eh! But wow, sosyal na driver to... he speaks english ha. He was kind, instead of giving me 47 as my change, he gave me 50. Hahaha... salamat sa tres nong. And so, I went directly to the ladies' shoes section and wow... I couldn't see any good shoe, not until I got to Mario d' Boro where I found one. In the end, I was able to buy two pairs.... hihi...mahirap nang mageksplika... so it was time for my brother's wish-ko-lang but I felt the magical feeling of hunger. Before I went to McDo, I met Carlo. The cutie boy wasn't really surprised to see me, I thought he'd say, HOOOY NEMIA!... but it seemed like nagsawa na siya sa aking face. Hehehe...Okey lang yan Cutie Boy. ANDUN SA MAY ICE CREAM SI UMBRAYDA... that's what he told me. I asked him who UMBRAYDA was and it was MAYA pala. Unfortunately, I didn't find Maya. Sige lang.. Magkikita din yan kami bukas. So I ate at McDo and it was then that I realized I am, once again, a loner. Someone told me before that I'm a loner as I was playing daytona and dancefreaks in timezone all by myself. Oonga... I really was... ALL BY MYSELF... DON'T WANNA LIVE BY MYSELF BY MYSELF ANYMORE!!!!
Hot fudge, McDO ran out of sundaes... sundae's... sundaesss.. Sayang... It's been a long time since I last tasted their hot fudge. I was lucky to get a table for myself. Daming tao... Although I felt the loneliness... hahha... I had fun with their shrek's royal... something, where they got games like multiple choice, spot the difference, and the puzzle where you find the missing words (anong tawag nyan) for those who feel lonely and bored. And so, finally, I went to National Book Store for my brother's wish. There were so many moms and dads and kids and teenagers... I had quite a hard time looking for Kuya's requirements.. from the stapler to the blackboard eraser to the shool register... what's a school register? tsk tsk. But at least, I was able to buy everything he needed. I carried three bags with the cartolina and the rolled plastic cover. Wow... my hand was really shaking... I looked like a mom carrying my children's school supplies. Sige lang... at least I rode a taxi home. Hahahah... The driver almost brought me to the wrong village or subdivision. He was saying something earlier, but it wasn't clear. He said something that ends with... _____YO... and then I said, HA? But he never replied, I was hurt. Hahahah. Kaya pala... he thought of another village... parang EL RIO... other than my DINAVILLE. Chong, DINAVILLE FOREVER yata ito! And so, I got home with a little headache. Oh diba... and that's how Nemia and myself had a magical adventure... binuang...
... now it's time to prepare for school... and I'm about to start preparing right at this very moment. So... so long... farewell... I hate to say goodbye... ;)

hooooooooooooooooooh....

"When you feel soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo angry... I mean... really really really mad, or if you feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo upset.... all you have to do is---------------------- -TAKE A BATH."

EnRollmEnT DaY ;)

Yesterday was our enrollment. I was so excited, but my excitement turned into almost like a heart attack when I met four men beating one poor guy near the kanto. What makes it scary was that our tricycle parked in the very kanto of the subdivision, which was so near the fighting scene. Fortunately, my brother was there and he knew what to do. If I was alone, something wrong might have happened to me. So we went far from the area and we waited until everything cooled down.
That was my first time to encounter such, and never would I want to see another one again. I saw blood. I heard the guy being beaten up shouting. He was helpless but he had to defend himself or else... tsk tsk. I saw how people were alarmed. The barangay people were hurrying to run after those bad guys. I saw one who was carrying a gun. One man came back with a bolo. I saw the policemen coming. I couldn't believe that I am actually seeing an actual scenario of a crime scene, I should say. My heart was beating fast and I was really scared. Haaay... I thought I could stand seeing people hurting each other, I mean, I watch WWE and UFC with my brothers. In UFC, it's real fighting, the fighters get wounded, injured... etc, but it's different pala when it's real. haaay ulit... I hope the authorities have already settled what has to be settled.
Moving on... we got to school early. Enrolling yourself is like an amazing race. You have to be patient and you have to be alert as well. If this was really an amazing race, I would have lost. Getting the grades might be the easiest part. Hahah. I filled up that course-title-code number-room-schedule-paper ( di ko alam anong tawag dun) and I had quite a hard time doing it as I did it twice. When we finally got to the cashier, who might be so stressed out as she wasn't really nice to us, we were told to go back and get the paper we were holding signed. DIVISION CHAIRPERSON, DIVISION CHAIRPERSON... sus na lang. Then, we had to wait for hours for that. We were glad that the cashier,who wasn't that nice, was considerate enough. We were able to pay as soon as we got that paper signed. Lastly, we went to the mini-auditorium to have our ID's validated.

To be continued... kain muna ako.
And so after sleeping this afternoon, here I am to continue yesterday's adventure.

We went to the mall then to Marcus' house then to Banok's then to Rani's house. Mall was good, Marcus' place was better, Banok's...mmmm... no comment, and Rani's home... is the best!!! We met Nico.... I forgot this boy's last name... but he's the master of something. hahahah...We thought he'd hit us with his super stick. I got home a little late which caused my mom to get a little upset. SORRY...
Anyway... although I really didn't get to talk about the details of my adventure with my friends yesterday, I'm glad that TOTALLY SPIES were together again. Hahaha. Also, I got to meet my classmates. Haaaay....

Let me end this post which took me almost a day to finish... by greeting the super peeps:
Kay- You're a super girl already! Congratulations for finally being sure of your true identity! Stay beautiful inday!
JP- Hay day! The dancing diva!!! See you on Tuesday. Hindi ko pala alam ang schedule natin ba. It's lost, di ko na mahanap.Hahahah. Binuang.
Rani- Sis! Sana sabay sabay tayo sa Tuesday punta sa classroom. Wala akong kaalam alam kung anong oras at san pupunta. Hahahah. Sige day! Ingat! Mwah!
Maya- " ;* "
Jess- Nakauwi ka ba ng maayos?

MMMM... It's time to say goodbye. Nothing really happened today. Although I woke up a little early, I slept the whole afternoon. tsk tsk... but I thought the day is beautiful. I could feel it!!!! ;)
Tama pala... I think tonight is the last episode of Asian Treasures... feeling ko maganda. ;)

sunny SIDE up

I got to teach kids this morning which is somehow an accomplishment for me. Although there were only few of them but it's still fun to find out what's in the minds of these kids. My lesson was about God's plans for our lives, they really didn't get what I really wanted to say. It's hard to explain things to kids because sometimes you think they're listening and they're really looking at you but you'll just realize they were thinking of clay, colors, toys... etc. Hahah.. Sometimes they get busy with the things they find inside the classroom like the pushcarts, which they call "broom-broom". I really don't want those pushcarts to be around, but that room was a storage room which we turned into a classroom, so they push and push while I'm storytelling. Mmmm... Kids get busy too you know. But then, a teacher has to be patient. It's for God anyway. :)
I asked a 3-year-old girl what she wanted to become when she grows up. Hmmmm.... She's just three years old, why would I ask that? But she gave me the answer, and that is to become a.... banana. Hahahah... SAGING. I asked her why and she replied:"daghan man saging sa among balay." Heheh... Let's just say, she's inspired with her surroundings... See? It's fun talking to kids. They look at life in a simple way. They say simple things, want simple things, love simple things... etc. etc. I gave her a chocolate and at the end when it was time to go home, she was calling me, "Teacher, teacher!" Then she said, "... Thank you..." Aaaah... ;)

*Life has a lot of sides...
And so, this is one side of my life. Nagiging madrama na ako.. yaks... and yes, I myself never imagined becoming a sunday school teacher one day, and yet, it's amazing to know that I did become one now. I'm happy to have this side. It makes me close to God and it makes me close to kids. I love this side! It's one of the most wonderful sides I have... ;)
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Nganong komplikado man kaayo... intawon...

Get things Right

All this time...

It's June already, and I didn't do anything meaningful or wonderful this summer. Haaay... it looks like I've just wasted two months of being seventeen.... and I feel so sorry... Maybe this guilt feeling of doing nothing would push me to do something constructive this week .
What makes me feel more guilty is that I also wake up late on Sundays... and it's been a month since the last time I taught the kids in sunday school, and so because there's no teacher, then there would be no class as well. Yes, this isn't my job, I am not bound to do something like this, but maybe it's the thought htat my life became more wonderful when I started teaching children. I have been very enthusiastic and positive in everything I do... at home or in school. That is why, starting tomorrow, which is SUNDAY, I have to get things right.

To be continued...