SENTENCE

I just thank God that I am blessed. ;)

Who could it be?

Someone voted.... who could it be?... Mmmm.... Life is really mysterious... misteryous.... mysteirous...? hahahah. misterious? Basta.

Octobus...

October 13. I'm celebrating for my ribbon-cutting session. I just got a new blog http://nemiascomicbook.blogspot.com/! But I'm not moving out guys. Wala lang... naisip ko lang... para mabago naman paminsan minsan. But I'd still post here. You see, this is the original and my ever first blogger aside from my friendster blog before. SO I'll always end up posting my dayt to day stories here...
Anyway...
This afternoon... I found a kitten being ran over by a big car. Guess who's the driver... my brother... guess who's inside the car... ME. Tsk tsk.. I really hate seeing animals getting hurt. I hate seeing animals struggling for air... to breathe... to live... ;(
I was able to finally talk to my bestfriend after more or less two long years. Shiela... That's her name. She was my bestfriend in elementary, from third grade to sixth! And I hope that up to now... we still have a special place in each other's heart. Yeah... a lot of things have changed... We're like almost 18 years old already!!! When we were just... like...nine years old long long time ago! See the difference? Shiela had been a big part of my life because as I've said, she was my bestfriend for four years. We're neighbors and I remember those times when we'd watch our favorite cartoon shows every afternoon at their house. ;) I missed those times! We were so young... we'd even cook yema... we'd play at the big field at the back of their house (it's a school property) We'd catch dragonflies... grasshoppers... play cards.... jackstone... cook yema... etc. Haaaay... I remember the best times we had watching detective conan and magic knights rayearth,... FUSHIGI YUGI too.

'Make new friens but keep the old.'

Anyway the second...

I envy those who get to swim at the beach... Yes, I know, I can't help getting jealous about it. I haven't gotten to the beach this year and even last year, except that night at insular hotel... I didn't actually swim... der, I might get kidnapped by shokoys! EEeek! Hahahah. Well, I just smelled the aroma of the sea and felt the blowing wind... only up to that. Haaay... I wonder if I could still get to swim in the big blue sea... someday. ;)

MALDITA

and so... I thought I was cinderella... but then... I realized... I was not... ;(

ahmm

how many days to go?... I don't know... I don't know what's happening in the world! I hope... that when that special day comes... I'd be happy. At least... be happy... ;(

let me sleep someday...

F a dt b ost'mhs... Ig rllray.hnorei

TO be continued

My friendster page says 13 friends viewed me from Oct. 1.
So what happened this week? This is the only time I could post something long again. Yes, I believe I have not been my normal self the past few days. On second thought, who would be? Would you still act normal when you're having a hard time dealing with piles and piles of worries. The week hasn't been that joyful and worth cherishing, but on the other side, there were still cool things that made the world look beautiful to me.
As I said from my last post, I wore my uniform when it was supposed to be a wash day. Like der! Who the heck would wear uniform on wash days? Well, the answer would be... ME. Okay, I swear I didn't intend to wear one just to call everybody's attention. I say it's a late-reaction syndrome. Everything was normal when I was fixing my things and preparing myself for school. I really didn't think of getting casual clothes from my closet. I was even thinking of my speech for the last day of embryology lecture while I was wearing my uniform. I never thought that I was making a big mistake. It took me maybe 15 minutes to realize that I am really T_ _ _A. I came to school with my head bowing. I cried as I got so frustrated. Just think of it? Wednesdays have been one of the special days for students, I mean. This day has been special to me, because it doesn't bore your week wearing uniform. Everybody was wondering and some would even ask why I am in my uniform.Those that I don't even talk to would even create a conversation asking me... naka-uniform man lagi ka? I have no reason to tell I just forgot. While I was walking around the campus, I began realizing that I was the only on.... I think ha... I think I"M THE ONLY ONE in the big school who was wearing uniform. On the other hand, come to think of it... IT'S A NEW WORLD RECORD... The only girl who wore a uniform on that particular wash day!!! See? I must celebrate! I just made a record, now if someone wants to break it, then he/she must wear one twice! Let's see... hihihi. I'm just trying to make this embarrassing moment something wonderful to remember.
The dark sky was flashing at every moment last Wednesday night. But it's wonderful when you look above and smile. Instead of getting scared... just get scared... a little... but think as if God is taking pictures of you. That time I thought He was because I was wearing my uniform!!! Hahahah...
Oh... I became the emcee on the last day of embryology celebration I was talking about. Hahaaha... I cried when my teacher sang this beautiful song. I hosted the show and I wasn't even prepared! I didn't know what to say... I'd just say YES! But it was a cool experience leaving a memory for the last session.
Friday... I had my talumpati... let's forget about my embryology test.Then we had our play... LIVE! Nakaka-nervous! We were all thinking of what to do... Hehehe... Good thing was we were able to push it through! Torvald was good, though he forgot his lines, he was able to reply and act well!! Go archie! We got ninety... not bad pare!!! Wooohoooh...
Now, we had our group exam.. I don't want to talk about my lab reports...
Things I've learned?
Now I have my rule no. 01, make a things-do-list and put first things first!!!!
Mmmm... kung may mga kidlat sa ating life at nagfaflash... instead of getting scared, smile !...na parang pinipictyuran ka... oh diba?!!! Naks.
So... I'm starting my rule no. 01 today, if I'm not able to follow, punishments will be done. mmmm....

putol

Guess what happened to me today? I woke up at about 4:30 in the morning and I started studying. I finished my work at about 7:30 and my brother took a bath, so I had to wait. I was told to do the speaking for this day in embryology, since it's our last day. I was seriously thinking about what I should say. I was wearing my uniform while making my speech in my mind. My brother asked me to download a song and so I did. I rode a jeepney to school. On the way, I fell asleep. When I woke up, we were already passing RMC school. Suddenly, something flashed in my mind and my heart stopped. I realized.... WASH DAY PALA NGAYON! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayksssss.... I couldn't react and I just gave it a smile. ---To be continued.

I do believe in wishes

I'm worried. I'm confused. I don't know what to do or think first. There are soooooooooooo many things that have to be done in soooooooooooooooooooo little time. Should this be my fault? I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stressed out. I feel so weak. I don't even want to list down all those things... madeds na ako. I'm scared, really really scared. The curse I had in midterms might still be effective up to now. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.... Kung pwede lang matulog ng isang araw.

too much to express...

happy but sad ;(