Wala na naman akong maisusulat as usual... My mind is always blank.
I hated 'PROAMNION' sooooooooooooo much that it destroyed my morning. It's so frustrating when you're looking for something the whole night and still you couldn't find anything! I was so angry to PROAMNION and so with HENSEN's node and SUBCEPHALIC POCKET (let's include all of the other questions)! I felt so upset that I wept for about two minutes. It's so hurtful to be aware that you're 100% unsure with your answers.... so helpless... I look so haggard. I looked like a corpse bride up to now. I couldn't sleep well, I would wake up at dawn just to finish things. This is not what I really wished for. I really wanted school, but I didn't wish to get big eyebags and experience crying moments of being so stressed out. I just want to break down and rest... I'm just glad I was able to bring back a life in this lifeless body... my day didn't end that bad. It wasn't bad after all. ;)
TEST... I just don't want to say anything when it comes to mentioning this word! We had a review for our embryology moving exam and just like before, I didn't know what to say. Blank blank blank. Then we had a test in Filipino.. without studying... and I actually looked like a dumb kid.... I had no idea about the answers. Good luck to my brain.
So to sum it all up, I am doing a GREAT JOB in my studies!!!! GREAT JOB!!! Tsk tsk... GREAT JOB sa akong mata.
But no matter how disappointing these tests could be, I don't really feel any frustration at all, I mean frustrated not in a sense that I want to give up already. As I have always been saying, there are still a lot of things waiting. Things that won't stab your heart anymore. Things that will always make you remember that life is so sweet! That's what I should thank God for. These things...
Talking about life... aside from realizing that I am a very unlucky person... like losing my pin once again, facing heavy rains at night, losing other things, and other unlucky events that had happened in my life... I learned to always treasure and take care of my precious life. Last Thursday, I almos got hit by a taxi there in Jacinto. I was just one step (or less) close to the rushing vehicle. One step more and I would've been rushed to the hospital. That's the second time I had my near-death experience. The first one also happened the past week, I almost fell down the stairs of the older building. I was just about to reply to sharon's question and maybe I slipped and almost looked like HUMPY DUMPY... My reply to sharon was oo... then turned to.. ooooooOOOOOOOOOooooooo!!!! My heart really jumped. And so, all I wanted to share is that... life is so easy to end.... that's why, we should all cherish every moment and take care of our lives.
I would like to congratulate my arms, my legs, my hips and thighs for not giving up as we all unite to do the 'double' in volleyball. ANg sakit nila chong... Hahaha... Thanks to Antonio Tagami and Rani Valles for helping me make it through!
Anyway... I'm still happy for this day... as long as embryology and filipino tests are not yet bothering me... ;)
Mukhang wala akong naisulat ano... wala gyud...
7/16/2007
JUMONG... walang koneksyon
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