The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow...

I was early this morning to study for the midterm exam for Embryology. I found Renz and Brip studying by the coffee tables. And so, I sat with them and joined them in their quest for Embryology. Then came Sharon. Few moments later, Sharon asked Brip why she didn't wear black. Instead, she was wearing peach (I think) stripes and a blackbelt. Then Brip replied that it's her pangluksa... She prepared herself to another sad event that she felt she was about to face this day. Bad event would mean bagsak or mababa... I think. I couldn't really tell the exact words she said but it went something like: "Para kahit disappointed ako... maganda pa rin ako... may blush on pa..."
Well, I'm amazed that Brip still looks at the brighter side even though she feels disappointed. Go Brip!
Sus... kung sa bawat failure siguro sa buhay kapalit ay kagandahan... ang ganda ganda ko na talaga siguro. Hihi.... ;)
The truth is, I could not define the exact feeling I am having right now. My heart just feels so heavy. Although at some point I could still share some laughs with my friends, joke to my parents, conversation to other people, I couldn't deny the fact that I failed. I failed not only my subject, my mom and dad, but myself. Although the result is not yet there, but my mind wouldn't stop telling me that I'm really about to fail, which I don't really want to accept. I am very very sad. I want to cry, but I already shed my tears as soon as I realized that that was it. Still, I want to cry. Everytime I try to remember such disappointment, my heart really beats so slow, then I begin thinking about my parent's reaction if they would know it. I'm not even sure if I could bring things back to normal again.
Haaaay....But Rani says, "Let's hope for the best!"
Bye... ; (

TO ONE SPECIAL FRIEND I TREASURE THE MOST!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY RAQUEL AGUSTIN!

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Valligatore

Before anything else, I have a video I'd like to share. My brothers got this alligator toy when I was still in my 2nd grade. They used this in their exhibit in school and thenthey just brought it home. This alligator is really amazing. It really looks so old and broken but wow, it still works! How does it work? Just press the teeth of the alligator and be careful as you might press the tooth that will make the alligator bite you. Yeah... this one (in the video) did hurt.



Anyway, I got this uncomfortable feeling about my midterm grade in TAXONOMY... I feel that there is 75% chance that I'm going to get a grade below 82. I don't know. I'm really bothered because I didn't answer the lab reports well, and I didn't do good in the moving exam. I feel that my 86 would fall down to a grade I never wished. Hahahay....
As it has always been said, "Always follow your heart in everything that you do," but it seems that my heart is not functioning well anymore. Something is wrong with me.
I'm really a bad girl. I feel I did something that is absolutely not right.
The moon was red, although now, it looks really bright, brighter than before. It's walking. I mean, it's moving. Now that's what you call, "moonwalk". Yaks.... Corniks.
I just wish that I could make a good path for my life. That everything will go to its right place. I pray that I could still bring a smile with each day. No matter how hard the world may seem to be, I could still get on top of it and say.... I'm PRETTY! Hehehe. Top of the world....
After taxo, embryology awaits. It's time for... STUDYING and STUDYING. I wish memorizing is as good as eating an oreo cookie!
Bilhan nyo ko ng oreo beh...It would really make my heart happy. ;) Hihi!

Nanonood ako ng movie kanina ba... tapos naiyak ako. Yaks... Pero naramdaman ko nga talaga... eew. hahaha.
Nagising ako 3:15 na ng hapon. Tsk tsk.
I realized that there are a lot of things I must do! I am cramming again and ...that's so cool! ;(
Anyway... I never run out of problems. There's never a day that I don't encounter struggles. Like now, I am worrying about the moving exam tomorrow. I am also worrying about my ID. For some reason, I forgot to give the ball back to the pe office so I wasn't able to get my ID. See how complicated life is? It shouldn't be happening but it would still happen!
I have a lot of things to do. Hindi muna ako matutulog...
---to be continued---

;! A Poem for....

"I feel weak.
My legs are shaking.
My head is aching.
My heart is jumping.
I feel sick."

...me. I call that 5-line poem, "THE ART OF 3-5-5-5-3"
It's 12:42 am, and I'm the only one who's awake.
I still have to study for our Physics Exam. Physics...
I just hope that I could get through all the tasks and the things that must be done. I pray that I would stay strong as I go through each day. Life is wonderful, and I know it is. I just need strength and.... power to withstand all the forces of evil...? I need to be positive and relaxed. I need guidance. There are a lot of things to be happy for so I should not fail to smile everyday. Yes, I'm a little sad, but...it's okay...
I have to go. I still have to study for the test. Thanks for reading or thanks for visiting. ;*

TAKSONOMI

It was too late when I found out that we will be having a long test tomorrow. I never knew that... not until my mind started asking, "May long test na naman kaya?" Haaay... Fortunately, I did make the right choice of asking my classmate--- and YES, there really is a big test. And so, as usual.... CRAM CRAM CRAM!
So now, I'm trying to feel the power of the Bryophytes. I'm trying to relate to their lives... their life cycle... I am still at the beginning of my journey through Kingdom Plantae, I'm still on the FIRST land plants...

I really want to share the events that occured the past week... next time na lang. ;)

Woohoooh... GO GO GO , GO MIGHTY NEMIA! ;*

aaaahhhhh.... ;(

I'm about to tell my stories but I am so hurt. It feels like I stabbed my own heart. ;(
Let me cry.... bukas na lang... ;(

Droopy

2:05 in our clock.

I just finished my kalasag work! Whew... That wasn't easy, but I'm happy I was able to make it!

Anyway, I am feeling so sleepy right now but somehow I would just want to update my blog. It looked old!!!
So I'm back to "corpsebride feeling" again. mmmm.. After being informed of my grades for Prelims... I got a little stressed... and more depressed. Who wouldn't be if you're getting an 83 in Filipino. FILIPINO?!My Embryology Lab grade is even higher... 84. Tsk tsk. I really need adjustments... so far, I find myself listening to the discussion and taking notes seriously. I must be... this time.

So.... I really have nothing to say, I'm just giving myself a moment to rest after such a long day, so now I am going to sleep. Good night! ;)

(That was fast...;))

Wake Up! ;|

Kakagising lang... tulog lang nang tulog... walang nang ibang ginawa kundi matulog... tsk tsk....

To start, I have something to say in my mind...in a "jumbled" language...

" Ibut it'shan ge you a certhatainty... ce, c a chan to deal w ope ce... not avaI hreadyyou'reith t."

Remember when I said... It's time to move on...? I realized... it's hard to move on. I really have to strive harder and push myself more as I make everything in my school-life work... because something really wrong happened. I often say "Bahala na"... but it seemed that I lost my luck this time, which means... at some point, I must be sure... somehow certain that the results are good. So now, I have to give all the powers Ieft in my body.

*Although for a week... I felt like I was Alice in Wonderland... but then it's time to move on. ;)

To end this post, I'd like to share this song I heard in the Wonderland. Cool... and sweet... 'The Last Time...."