12/05/2007

Selective

It is very sad to think that those events that I don't expect to happen, those that I really am afraid of, at one part of this life would come in a series. I am starting to feel so stressed out that I couldn't keep myself from crying. Whenever stressful things happen, I would really want to burst it all out into tears, the simplest way of feeling less heavy inside. I feel so cursed for everything bad that happened to me the past few days. I am really really sad at this point. I need to take things slowly and lightly. I just don't know how. I wish a chocolate bar could make me feel better. I wish an oreo cookie and freshmilk would make me say that life is still sweet even if it is difficult.(My mom told me that it's not right for an eighteen year old lady to cry at shallow things, but then I still feel that it's really deep.)

I'm tired but I mustn't stop.
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