iSTRAYPz....

Type type type..... scary.... too dark...

Sis Rani, do you still remember the mole you put on my hand? It's to0 big... see?

a picha pay, a picha pay, cripi frayd chiken en a picha pay, chis barger, chis barger, crispi frayd chiken en a picha pay, chis barger, chis barger, crispy frayd chiken en a picha pay.....

STRIPES...... We had a deal that we would wear the same color and the same pattern for this day... Amazing! Although it doesn't really fit me, but it still looks good... right? Speaking of stripes, I remember the guy that I got inspired of because of his humble looks and his talent in guitar. Actually, it was just a one time experience, I only saw him once, SAW him... not MET him.... He was wearing stripes too, black and white...

Our group got 97 in PE and I got a minus 2 in my individual grade. The thing is that I don't know how to execute mazurka as perfect as possible.... but I am contented with it, and I feel happy. Anyway, I'm not really good at dancing, but I feel beautiful everytime I do the steps. I know, I really don't look that graceful and beautiful in real life, but somehow, for a moment, you could think of being a joyful and free person. Hmmm.. what else? .... MATH BOOK! Where are you.....????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Extra Features:

You know, I realized I was already having extra features everytime.

match-the-two-digits game:

73 and 32 ang bet namin, tapos lumabas na number ngaun is 37! so near yet so far! una 10-- parang 7+3=10 diba? tapos 57, 3+2=5 and ung 7 sa 73 diba? tapos ngayon 37? parang binaligtad na 73! haaay.... kung 5 na 3+2 galing sa 32 ang lumabas tapos 7, at ung 3 na galing pa rin sa 32 tapos 7, edi baka 2 na naman tapos 7... baka 27..... hmmmm.... tingnan natin....

ganda ng extra features ko ngaun noh? di maintindihan....

Mooon... day

Math Booooook.... where are you?..... I really need a lucky charm! I am getting depressed. I feel that I am going through a series of unfortunate events. I get things, I lose things, I fail things... etc and etc.... what else could happen to me.... I thought I could start a new path this week but it looks like there is a continuation from the bad luck I got the previous week. Problems do come my way, and I understand that it's normal to have struggles in life, but in my part, my problems are not really worth to cry for, it's just that they start making things complicated which gives wrinkles on your forehead... MATH BOOK! Why?

Anyway, remember the blog in which I posted a picture of cinderella dancing with the prince? Parang tamang-tama lang dahil our topic in English was about two of the versions of Cinderella, one is classic while the other one is made by a person who read Cinderella story and came up with a new composition. What's funny this afternoon was the performance we did to present the two stories... ibang level na nga!... with all the acting, laughing, and more of the embarrassing moments, I couldn't believe how I was able to do such things... ganyan na nga siguro ang nilalaman ng buhay ko... char lang.

Then we had our dinner in lawrence' house and my burger meal didn't have a drink! See how unlucky I am even up to simple things? MMmmmm....

Well, I actually don't want to think of being so unlucky because I have a lot of things to thank for--things that make me feel so lucky.... maybe i'm just exaggerating the events or I'm just pre occupied with the things that has to be done that's why I'm getting irritated and sick.... i jsut want a shift, not a transition, but a shift na para bang hindi ko napansin na tapos na ang lahat ng problema... ok na....

Extra Features:

1. Maya get well.... inumin mo na ang sikreto ni kampanerang kuba.... mwah!


2. Good luck sa PE natin tomorrow mga friends....


3. Respiratory System- mag report daw kami tomorrow. Biruin nyo?

Ahemmm....

let's start with parang nanggaling sa parlor hair style... well, it's my sis Rani who told me it looked good! hindi ko talaga sinasadya na lumabas ang ganyang style.

you know, i got wounded because of trying to escape from maya's poison. you know what she did? kinikiliti nya ako sa collar bone na nakakaubos ng energy, try nyo ipress ang inyong collar bone, diba nakakawalang malay.

Okay, monday... a new beginning for me to make something new. Everything looked fine. I was able to pass through the obstacles of today-- bio lab practical test and lab write-up. Now the problem I have is my MATH BOOK, where in the world could it be? I am really getting worried. Anyway, O2 jam is really amazing, i had fun concentrating with my fingers and the buttons I should press as what the screen shows. But I think it's time to move on to chem lab sheeeeeeets.... and I am actually getting sleepy as I look at it....

For my extra features for monday:

here's an extra pic for saturday's adventure.... the dancing feet.... if you read the previous blog i had....

MAya... idilat mo ang mga mata mo! Nasa traysikel kami dito at hindi kami sigurado kung dadalhin nga kami ni manong sa aming gustong destinasyon.... buti na lang... successful....
Nakarating na nga kami sa bahay ni carlo.... and i could still remember the dance floor... airconditioned ata ang kanilang sala! grabeh... and parang ngang hit the dance floor kasi may malaking mirror sa harap.... woooh!
It's like:
Mirror mirror
show to me
him whose woman
i will be....

My Dancing Feet

Here I go again... thinking that i could still dream of things like this... being cinderella, and dancing with the prince... mmm.. actually, this picture really has nothing to do with my drama for today... the reason why I inserted this image is because I'm going to talk about my dancing experience this afternoon.
When I looked at my feet as I got home, they were really dusty and dirty as I danced on Carlo's dance floor without wearing slippers. (late na nang sinuot ko yung isa) That means, I swept their floor... hahaha... it's really hard to execute folk dances, with all the mazurka, kuradang, the skipping, sweeping, swinging, and hopping etc... and whatever it takes to finalize the whole dance! It was tiring and I could'nt even memorize the combination of steps we just invented! i really hope that i could dance well when the practical exam in PE comes. I just need a lot of practice and a very good memory! Well, dancing is an exercise, and i think it helps you get out of worries! when you gracefully and whole-heartedly dance, you would feel so beautiful! like a flower that dances with the wind.... charing!
after my dancing feet had a thrilling yet nakakalitong experience, it's journey didn't end at that point. my feet walked and walked everywhere, sa kalsada, pedestrian lane, sm, nccc.... alin pa ba ang kulang?........ siyempre, marami pang lugar noh! hahahaha....
so, those are my dancing feet! and they just got bitten by the puppy.... pero walang sugat ah!

For an extra feature, let's have the peeps i have practiced with:
Maya--- the best teacher in dancing! ang galeng ata nyan noh! nabibilang nya ung counts with right timing, siya lang din ata ang nakafamiliarize ng steps.... galeng talaga.... sayang di kami naka dance freaks, para makita ng mga tao kung gano ka graceful si mayak!
JP---my dancing diva partner....pareho kaming di makaalala sa mga pangyayari... good luck sa atin!
Jess---simple cellphone user.... heheheh.... nakapag-isip ng isang step sa dance namin.... sige gud... galeng na lang din... salamat sa spaghetti na dinagdag mo sa plato ko kahit di ko sinasabi nilalagay mo pa rin, hanep!
Kamille--- GYMnast... hahaha.... sayaw ka lang nang sayaw and don't stop! dream believe surayb!
Carlo--bagong hair cut... kaya bagong mukha... ano un? salon de... rose? hahah... thanks sa food carl! ganda ng inyong dancefloor! cmon carlo... hit the dance floor!
Sharon---picture picture! para din yang sharon cuneta... singer din! galing niyong magredoba ni carlo... kakatuwa, thanks sa formations....
Renz---- pianist.


And so thank you for dancing with me.... see yah! its already10:30 in our clock , i think i need to go now.... tata!

The Adventures of Nemia en Prens II (starring Diyosa JP and Diwatang Rani)

Maya and Nemaya... hahaha.... her jokes make you... make you.... make you.... to be continued.

Yes it's me again and in our clock it's about five minutes to twelve midnight (20-30 mins. advance). I got home late because of another adventure we had. Before we went to Maya's balay and Rani's balay.... This time we got to Jess' home sweet home.

This is Marcus ('maurkis')... we had our lunch in his house.... Galeng noh? This goy is a good singer and a dancer too. Atik lang... parang ganun... he loves to cook... i just think so cause his good at it! He's also a great lover of Diwata ng Kagandahan. But what's very interesting about this goy is his pagka SOzYal! he taught me the chocolate latte' (lautey), chamomile (kamomil) tea , frepuccino (freputchinow).... o diba sozyal nga... he also goes to the gym with his 2 K friends... Kamille and Kay.... look how charmos this person is... hahahaha... hi markis!

But first... how's school... Friday is a "freeday"... a day to relax and enjoy! After defending the ancients and my spiderlings... we almost or more or less got late in bio lab, and we were absolutely free! yoh, how cool is that? so cool than ever! and we didn't do anything but think of what we could do.

JP and Ana and Renzt

Who took this pic? Maya and Me on the GO! hahah... hulaan nyo sinong may hawak ng phone!



Defending The Ancients and my spiderlings.... with maya and her arrows..... and her ibon
After bio lab... we ran to the registrar to get rani's secret document... what could that be? Then we immediately went to MAXesk to play dota... i was also able to try O2 jam here....


Jess, JP, Rani, Kamille, Nemia... asan si maya? maya maya? nakapikit pa naman ako dito kaya siguro di ko makita si maya.... hahah... sis rani.... checheng!

Now it's time to go to Jess' balay! The place to be yeah!

We dropped by at NCCC to play 'dance freaks' which maya and rani love to play.

Then we went to Jess' house... and we met lucky, their pet... JEd,his brother, JessA his sister, and Tita.... and darling... we were really a little quiet.... maschallenging ang balay ni jess keysa sa mga napasukan namin dati... yan kasi... racket talaga!

Thanks JESS! anyway.... I finished 30 mins after 12 and I'm feeling so sleepy ..... so goodnight guys!

"you can't tell me, it's not worth trying for. i can't help it there's nothing i want more.... yeah i'd die for you... you know it's true... everything i do... i do it for you...."

when i looked into tweety's (peewee before) face, i feel like she's in a music video... hahah.... pero ang totoo, bait lang yan tingnan pero sa personal, makulit na, nangangagat pa... arggh!

anyway, old songs like my introduction just get stuck in my mind and i keep singing it. pero lumalabas na maganda at parang bago sa pandinig.

so... this week really is a headache! i'm so sick and i don't have the energy to love studying. i just don't know what happened. it appears as if there came a point in my life that things aren't going well, like a twist.... turning upside down...you know, it all may have started the day i got late and absent... and i already missed two quizzes... it's just painful to hear everytime; it stabs my heart. that's why it's better to say bahala na, at least you don't get bothered and you'll learn to forget how bad it was... but if there really is a chance for me to do things well, i will of course grab it! though it is very impossible to go back to the past and change everything, i will put things in the right place as long as the world is not against me. i've been becoming pessimistic since monday, things didn't work quite well for me.... i want to somehow be proud as i go through college--proud that i can handle things well, proud that i get good grades, proud that i can be what i want to be.... but i guess i'll just keep moving on... i'll keep holding on... and i'll take things slow... mmmm....

"I'M HAPPY YOU LEFT ME" - it's a magical feeling

HELLO! It's wednesday... and we're near to the end of the week... and I really want it to go fast. I don't want to recall whatever event that has happened, as in not a single memory. Now, I'm just playing along, and I'm not taking things seriously because I really don't feel the SPARK- the magical feeling of.... (kala mo falling in love noh? hahah....) enjoying the things I do, being able to smile no matter how hard the situation would be. I just pray that things would go fine and the next days of this week wouldn't be as stressful, as problematic, and as uncomfortable as before. Haaahaaaay, buhay.....

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JUST CAME OUT of MY MIND!

spiderman... filled with thrill and action.... i was just wondering how i came up thinking that spiderman is my favorite hero. but you know, you just get amazed about how he saves lives, or how he deals with problems. as i watched his movie, i felt the rush and the speed.... i was really thrilled. (spiderman 2 ata...)anyway, i soon realized that i'm loving spiders, but not real spiders... just... animated.... spiders! In DOTA, i'm already practicing how to use the spider ( i forgot the name) which can produce many, many, many "spiderlings" (baby spiders). See how spiders influenced my life? hahahah...

haaaaah... as usual... i always get so unlucky. no matter how hard i try, there's always a not-so- good-thing that happens. i lost my activity sheet in chemistry which is really very important! and it's not the only thing that's lost, there are other papers and documents that could be also significant in my life. you know, it really feels bad to know that you wanted everything to fall in the right place but bad things find a hole to get through and destroy all of your plans.... and to think, there's nobody else to blame for this kapalpakan but yours truly... ME! haaaah (yawn) i just wish that even just once, i would feel so light.... no burdens and problems to think of. but life is life, there should always be a struggle to be able to stand up! and that's how i keep myself in believing that things like these are not to be worried that much. there's gotta be more to life guys! right?

i have so much about my clumsiness to share. Panahon na nagiging tanga ako!

One experience was when my classmates and I went to canteen to have something to eat. I thought of buying a new pen because mine didn't write anymore. i planned to buy outside the school. so i walked and walked as if there's no problem at all. before i reached the exit, i felt something was missing.... as always, it's my ID. so i had to go back all the way to the canteen to get it. then, i got outside the school and went to the store... i opened the glass door when i found out that i just entered into a wrong store! obviously, hindi yun skul supply store, tindahan un ng mga films, studio para sa picture.... cameras... basta pang pictyur pictyur. So i got embarrassed and just walked away pretending that nothing happened. successfully, i made it to the real store and bought the pen.... but i couldn't stop laughing about myself and what i did rather than saying tanga. para bang nasa isa akong comedy show na sunud sunod lahat ng kapalpakan, parang show na well planned, directed and editted.... mmmmm....

but i do believe that i'm not really a very unlucky person. although i sometimes shout inside myself how unlucky i am, pero somehow i see it in a way na it's a thrilling factor! just to make my life colorful and beautiful, dapat may kamalasan naman kahit konte...

no matter what happens we have to think of happy thoughts, we have to be always optimistic because it brings us back to being lively! kaya nga kahit inaantok na ako, ang dami ko pa ring nasulat, alayb na alayb kasi ako chong!

hhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh (yawn)... well, that's how my life goes and that's how i reflect things. hoooooooooooooohooooooooohoooooooooh!

GlooooMy SundAY

hhhhhhhhoooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhh.... horror ako no? hahahah!!!! kelangan kong mag-aral sa nakakabaliw na chem! moles moles! molar molar! KKKK! Kc kp! Ea.... nakakalito na! EQUILIBRIUM... hhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhy...... GOOOD NIGHT GUYS! I'll just share my life later! mwah!

ONCE I WAS A STORY TELLER

Bungisngis kaayo....

I was trying to clean up my messages in my email when I found a document named SECRET. It was a message from Inessa Camomot, my friend and my classmate back in highschool. I remembered, it was during in our IT class when I sent her a story with an open end, wala kasing ibang maisip na gawin.... and she replied. She also sent me the continuation of the story which is also hanging. So, exchange exchange kami ng mga stories, until, we were able to finish it. What's amazing about this was that we had no idea where or how our story was going. I was guessing what Inessa was going to put and maybe she was too.

I read the whole story, though there were some typographical errors and missing words and few mistakes in grammar, I was so amazed with what we were able to make it. It also gave me some lessons to learn, not only about love but also about life. That's why I really want to share this to every one. What if at one moment you would make a bad decision and regret it for the rest of your life?

SO HEreS A VERY SCARY MOVIE THAT INESSA AND I MADE. HORROR TALAGA!

ORIGINAL and UNEDITED!

nemia asiong wrote:
One day there was a girl friend and a boy friend who were once sweet and had a good relationship. But the girl felt cold to her boy friend and she decided to break up with him. But before she was about to announce this thing....her boy friend proposed to her and asked her to marry him....

but she chose to break up because she doesn't want to continue this relation ship.....

later on... after few years.... she never had a boy friend and she's getting older and older so she asked God to give back the last man she loved...

while she was praying inside the church, she found her boyfriend.... and then she went to him and said, "If you could still give me a chance... can I be your bride?"

Next thing that happened........... secret kapuy na ako!!!!

Inessa Camomot wrote:
The guy just looked at her with a small smile. "Im, sorry, but i cant. I already have someone i'm devoted to."
The girl felt like crying but she simply said, "That's okay." and left the church.

nemia asiong wrote:
The girl cried and cried and cried and cried!!!!! oh my gosh!! She couldn't stop from crying..... and she terribly sorry... but she walked away..... after about a week somebody called her....

there was an accident the guy was hit by a drunk driver after sharing the word of God in their neighborhood. The girl was shocked and wondered why she was informed when they were apart and had almost forgotten each other. The nurse by the phone told her that her name was written in a card found in the pocket of the guy.

The guy suffered serious injury and did he stay alive, well he is in choma, tama ba spelling..... for more than a week already....

Inessa Camomot wrote:
The girl, though confused, went to the hospital where the guy was confined. When she entered the room, the guy was lying on the bed, his head covered with bandages. She went nearer to the bed and sat down beside it. She cried and touched the guy's hand. She said, "Why did this happen to you? You dont deserve this!" The girl sobbed and sobbed. She was about to leave because she couldnt take it anymore, but as she was about to stand, the guy held on to her hand. He whispered, "Dont go."

nemia asiong wrote:
don't go.....

the girl was shocked and asked her why... with no reasons.....
"what happened to you?", what do you feel now?
the boy said..... I'm sorry.... I forgive you.... do you still love me?
the girl said.... Yes....
the boy replied: "will you do something for me?"
the girl said... sure
the boy asked her: "will you marry me?"
the girl was shocked........

Inessa Camomot wrote:
"I cant marry you." the girl said at last.
The guy felt sad, "Why cant we be together?"
"Youre a priest. Youre committed to God. I cant." The girl said as tears fell from her eyes.
"I can quit being a priest. I just have to talk to the bishop." the guy said as he held her hands.
"That's stupid! God will never forgive you if you quit." the girl said.

nemia asiong wrote:
"If God would punish me for the mistake of loving you now and forever then I'll face whatever consequence He would give me. But if God would do that, God doesn't know the meaning of love. And He knows what my heart beats for....you..."
girl: "........"
"I became a priest not because I'm giving my self to God but because I am giving my self to you, and no one can take my heart but you...."
ang sweeeeeeeet!!!!!!

Inessa Camomot wrote:
the girl was shocked. They stared into eachothers eyes for a second or two and then the doctor came in.
"Hey,youre awake." the doctor said.
"Yes, but doc, can i come home today?" he asked.
"im sorry but you cant. you have to rest for a few days her in the hospital

nemia asiong wrote:
"Why do I have to take a rest? I know I'm fine."
"You should follow your doctor, its for your own good." the girl said
The doctor asked the girl,
"Are you the wife of this man?"
"NO doc, I was called by the hospital so I came here."
"Well, maybe your important enough for me to say something about him."
"What is it doc?"
"He's......... he's dying."
The girl was shocked.
"DYING? What? How? Why?"
"His brain was affected when he was hit, a nerve was malfunctioning."
The girl wasn't able to talk...

Inessa Camomot wrote:
"you must be kidding me! he cant die!!" the girl shrieked.
"i'm sorry, but its true. i'll leave it to your decision if you would want to tell him the bad news." the doctor said as he walked away.
The girl stood there for amoment. she cried a little but forced herself to come back in the room. The guy was still in bed, eyes closed.
"hey, you feeling okay?" the girl asked.
"huh? yeah. just a little headache." the guy replied.
"you'll be fine. i promise." the girl said.
"i know i will. because you're here." the guy said.
The girl forced herself not to cry. But it was hard because eventhough she denies it, she loves him so much. And death cant take him away from her.

nemia asiong wrote:
She slept beside her dying boy friend. And that night, she felt someone holding her hand. She kept her eyes closed. Later she wakes up and then realizes that her boyfriend was hardly breathing.

Inessa Camomot wrote:
"oh my gosh! nurse!" the girl screamed for help.
She was crying histerically when the nurses came in. the doctor was shouting orders to the nurses to take his pulse and try to make him breathe easy.

nemia asiong wrote:
She was in panic, while the incident was happening she was left behind. She thought of the happy moments she had with her boyfriend. She realized that she was the only one who thought the relationship wasn't going to work. She felt so bed and she blamed herself for everything that happened. She ran to the church and face to face with God.

" God.... is this your consequences?... how could you.... why do you have to do this to the person who did nothing but to love... why? Please... if I could only turn back the time when he proposed to me... I'd say yes.... Lord, I love him and if you think his doing the wrong decision of turning his back on you, please... I'll give him back to you just don't take his life.... I know I'm not worth to be loved by someone like him...."

She came back to the ICU... tama ba?.... and observes how her boyfriend was dying.... then the doctor surprisingly said..."He made it."

Then, with tears falling onto her face and holds her boyfriend's hand...

Boyfriend: If God would take me...... always put in your mind, soul, and heart... if I did the wrong choice.... I made the right thing... to love you is the best thing that happened in my life.
Girl: Don't worry, when we get home I'll cook you your favorite dish....
Boyfriend: Thaaankyouuu.......

They hugged each other. But suddenly she hears the sound of the monitor. "toootooootooooot" Then she feels that her boyfriend's arms falls. Then she looked at her boyfriend.... and it looked like he was fast asleep... but will never wake up. The girl wasn't able to speak, tears just came out of her eyes realizing that he's dead....................................................... tingnan natin ness!

Inessa Camomot wrote:
"No!!" the girl cried out. "doctor!!"

The doctor came in when he heard her cry. He rushed to the guy when he saw him lying lifelessly on the bed. He immediately called the nurses and they performed CPR on him. The girl was crying hopelessly in one corner while the doctors and nurses tried to bring back his life. After a few minutes, the doctor gave up.

"I'm sorry. but we lost him." he said in a deep tone.

The girl cried and cried and cried. She couldnt believe it. One second she was holding him in her arms and the next he was lifeless. He couldnt understand it.

"God, why?" she whispered as she went nearer to the bed.

She touched his cold hands and just cried beside him as the nurses covered his face with the blanket. ====nemic!! grabe na toh!!!1====

nemia asiong wrote:
She was unconscious! (Tama ba?) She didn't know what to do because it was all gone. Her dream just died together with the man he loved. She felt the pain, the guilt... she thought that she was the reason why everything happened.... Now, she lost her faith in believing in God. So she tried to fight God's purpose for her life. She decided to jump from the tall hospital building and die. The wind was very cold as she was preparing herself for her end..... (naks!)

Inessa Camomot wrote:
She stood on the edge of the building taking deep breaths. She breathed in deeply and stepped off the cliff. She felt the pressure in her lungs. She closed her eyes when she saw the ground coming closer to her.
BANG!
The girl woke up with a start. It was all a nightmare.

nemia asiong wrote:
Yeah. It's a terrible nightmare. It really looked real. She was perspiring! But then she's more surprised seeing that his boyfriend is beside her bed which means they're married.

"HOney are you okey the kids are waiting

last reply of inessa camomot....

"What?" the girl asked a little confused.
"The kids are ready to go to school." the guy said.
"Oh. okay." the girl replied.
"Hey, i love you." the guy said.
"Huh? i love you too." the girl said.

They kissed and the girl went to her two children.
They lived happily ever after.

last reply of nemia asiong...

Well.. that's how the story ends... but there's something that this girl should remember.. and that is to thank God for everyday, for everything, and for the person whom you might spend the rest of your life with.... let's take risks, let's make decisions wisely.... so that we won't regret..... Thanks for reading.
by-inessa and nemia

You see? Hindi siya nakakatakot kasi hindi siya horror? Hahah.... you know, I was able to recall my memories in highschool. I just couldn't leave it behind, and I'm bringing it wherever I go. It always keep me from going.

Anyway, that's the story we made, and I hope you'll like it. Kahit medyo may mali malipero it's the thought that counts. Lab yu NEss!

So thanks for dropping by people! See yah!

The Adventures of Nemia en Prens

ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!!!!

" these feet of mine have gone to so many places, got through so many forests, climbed the highest mountains, and stepped onto the place Madame Maya calls home.... Bahay ni Maya..."

Si nanay si nanay may mga inuwi sa bahay... sinabit nya sinabit nya sa pinto ng bahay....

ASAN ANG ISA KONG PAA? We took this pic in maya's balay, and we were all very surprised with the amazing things you could find in there. For example, the koala bear and the tiger feet are really cool! Maya also looked so----- amazing with her uniform blouse and jeans... fashonista ka talaga maya.... they also got magic lamps like the ones in Aladdin...

As usual, we always have a journey to take even though there should be none. After going to maya's house, kahit wala nang pera, we went to rani's house to celebrate her grandma's birthday. Makashock na lang na nasa ibang lugar na kami imbes na kina maya lang. We watched Sana'y Maulit Muli while we were there. My heart was crying when I saw that episode, when Poknat got hit by a big, big bus... poor Bokbok who lately realized that jasmine was the girl he's been waiting for. We also watched our christmas experience last year, and Rani made the movie! It was really fun even though I am a little embarrassed, but only a little. Tapos hatid kami ng daddy ni rani sa mga bahay namin, at muntik kaming magkaproblema sa mountains ng dinaville. Hay... I got home late and i don't know what my mom will tell me, because she is already asleep right now.

THANKS MAYA AND RANI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mother and SIS!

Who were there in the adventure? JP, ako, rani, maya, jess, toni na umalis..., kay, rachelle and our imaginary friends!

You know, these past few days, i have been feeling so sleepy. Whether I am walking or sitting somewhere gaya sa dyip, my eyes would just close as if they haven't rested for years!

Atik lang, parang ganun nga lang.

Anyway, I am really worried about my mom's plans of making me wear braces, as in, bakal sa ngipin. I actually don't want to wear one because I might get really ugly or weird or just funny. I would also get conscious with my smiles, especially that I love to show my teeth and gums--- I mean, when I'm laughing. I wouldn't last with more than a year of wearing metal--- now my mom's friend asks me which color do I like. I am really getting nervous, I don't want to. I don't want to show braces when I celebrate my birthday. Aaaah... I just need guidance. But if I would think of it, I will surely get perfect teeth when the time comes. I don't know... I haven't decided yet.

This week has not really been very stressful but I've been really very sleepy! ZzZz....

Ammmm........

hahah... i look like i am drunk in this picture, it's just that i am obviously holding a milk bottle. well, of course, i'm not the one who's going to drink the milk, it's peewee, the dog. actually, my parents really want to change her name to something like tweety or pretty or... i don't know... but it's really hard to find a name for peewee... she's really very small (a month old) but she keeps on biting anything that she sees. sometimes she even barks at you like she's mad but actually she was just playing. also, she pees everywhere, so maybe it's just right to name her PEEwee... hahah....

what's really amazing with this dog is that she knows the mazurka step, you know, something in folk dance that includes the sliding and the hopping. sa totoo lang, hindi naman talaga katulad sa folkdance sa pe na magslide and hop, pero mukha talaga siyang nagadance, gusto ko lang gawing mazurka. hihi.... i have also taught her a few tricks, and that includes sitting and standing up... it's amazing though, you know, somehow, i realized how wonderful dogs are. the way they could do what you tell them to do.... anyway, it's really hard to take care of one-month old dog. it's hard to feed them, just like human kids, they also have very short attention span. peewee cries at past midnight and i'm suppose to be in bed but i had to feed her or make her keep quiet because she's very very very noisy!.... hmmmm.... haaay peewee.... mwah!

anyway, i got to school early in the morning, and at last i was able to take the quiz in literature! whew.... somehow, it's a relief.

hahah... what's really cool about today was that we got free as early as 3:30! we really had fun in spending our free time in timezone. DANCE FREAKS! It really freaks you out pagmabilis! hahaha....

haaaaay..... i wish something good will happen tomorrow. i wish that everything will fall in the right place tomorrow and the next days to come.... mmmmm..... ok babay....

"When Bad Luck Strikes"

Before anything else... let's play a game.... Let me call it the SPOT THE DOG game.... wala lang! heheheh....

We still have to stay beautiful no matter how hard the test is.... (sa biology na siya noh!)

Claudine B., Alice D., and.... and.... and.... Madame Maya P.

There really are times when the world is testing you, whether you're tough and strong or just a very weak and hopeless person. But sometimes, you just get tired of all these hard tests, and you just want to break down and... cry or just stay still and say nothing at all because there's nothing you can do.
This Monday, I got up early and fed our puppy then prepared myself for school. At exactly 7:30 in our clock (which is 20 minutes in advance), I left. I thought everything was in the right track, just as what I've been expecting positively. So, I rode a jeepney to school; on the way, I felt something was wrong. I was about two kilometers away, when I realized that I didn't have my ID. Because I left my ID, of course, I won't be able to enter the school. I had to go back. I had no choice.
I went back with my heart aching because of being so frustrated. Tanga... I said to myself many times. When I got home, I took my ID and borrowed money from someone in the house. I thought I could ride a taxi and get to school faster. The sad thing was that there was no taxi available. It took me more time waiting for one to come. "Lord, please tagai ko ug taxi...." Then I saw one but it just passed by. I really felt so unlucky ,and I got so depressed. I got teary eyed knowing that no matter how hard I try to stay calm and cry to God, nothing happens. I really want to shout! But I'm not in the right place to do it or else people would think of me as buang. I kept very very quiet. I decided to be absent for the first class. I rode a jeepney to school and kept quiet all along. haaay... I got to school at 8:01 and hopelessly went very slowly upstairs...
I sat on the benches and waited until the bell rang.
It hurts to know that you just couldn't do anything right. You always meet nothing but bad luck on the way. But I didn't want to pull myself down by getting depressed all day long. I had to move on. Life really is like that, and whole-heartedly, I want to apologize to Him up there because I almost blamed Him for what had happened. Although Monday was a bad start for me this week, I still realized some important points. One is to always get prepared. Another point is to jive with the music of the world, and if you can't sing, just ..."BIRIT"! What I really mean is that you can't stop being alive, you have to move on even if you feel like letting go. I believe that if something negative happens, something positive will follow.
LIFE IS SUCH AN EXCITING MOVIE, with so many thrills, fun, frustrations, happiness, sorrow... etc... you just can't explain why.....!