"you can't tell me, it's not worth trying for. i can't help it there's nothing i want more.... yeah i'd die for you... you know it's true... everything i do... i do it for you...."
when i looked into tweety's (peewee before) face, i feel like she's in a music video... hahah.... pero ang totoo, bait lang yan tingnan pero sa personal, makulit na, nangangagat pa... arggh!
anyway, old songs like my introduction just get stuck in my mind and i keep singing it. pero lumalabas na maganda at parang bago sa pandinig.
so... this week really is a headache! i'm so sick and i don't have the energy to love studying. i just don't know what happened. it appears as if there came a point in my life that things aren't going well, like a twist.... turning upside down...you know, it all may have started the day i got late and absent... and i already missed two quizzes... it's just painful to hear everytime; it stabs my heart. that's why it's better to say bahala na, at least you don't get bothered and you'll learn to forget how bad it was... but if there really is a chance for me to do things well, i will of course grab it! though it is very impossible to go back to the past and change everything, i will put things in the right place as long as the world is not against me. i've been becoming pessimistic since monday, things didn't work quite well for me.... i want to somehow be proud as i go through college--proud that i can handle things well, proud that i get good grades, proud that i can be what i want to be.... but i guess i'll just keep moving on... i'll keep holding on... and i'll take things slow... mmmm....
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