Before anything else... let's play a game.... Let me call it the SPOT THE DOG game.... wala lang! heheheh....
We still have to stay beautiful no matter how hard the test is.... (sa biology na siya noh!)
Claudine B., Alice D., and.... and.... and.... Madame Maya P.
Claudine B., Alice D., and.... and.... and.... Madame Maya P.
There really are times when the world is testing you, whether you're tough and strong or just a very weak and hopeless person. But sometimes, you just get tired of all these hard tests, and you just want to break down and... cry or just stay still and say nothing at all because there's nothing you can do.
This Monday, I got up early and fed our puppy then prepared myself for school. At exactly 7:30 in our clock (which is 20 minutes in advance), I left. I thought everything was in the right track, just as what I've been expecting positively. So, I rode a jeepney to school; on the way, I felt something was wrong. I was about two kilometers away, when I realized that I didn't have my ID. Because I left my ID, of course, I won't be able to enter the school. I had to go back. I had no choice.
I went back with my heart aching because of being so frustrated. Tanga... I said to myself many times. When I got home, I took my ID and borrowed money from someone in the house. I thought I could ride a taxi and get to school faster. The sad thing was that there was no taxi available. It took me more time waiting for one to come. "Lord, please tagai ko ug taxi...." Then I saw one but it just passed by. I really felt so unlucky ,and I got so depressed. I got teary eyed knowing that no matter how hard I try to stay calm and cry to God, nothing happens. I really want to shout! But I'm not in the right place to do it or else people would think of me as buang. I kept very very quiet. I decided to be absent for the first class. I rode a jeepney to school and kept quiet all along. haaay... I got to school at 8:01 and hopelessly went very slowly upstairs...
I sat on the benches and waited until the bell rang.
It hurts to know that you just couldn't do anything right. You always meet nothing but bad luck on the way. But I didn't want to pull myself down by getting depressed all day long. I had to move on. Life really is like that, and whole-heartedly, I want to apologize to Him up there because I almost blamed Him for what had happened. Although Monday was a bad start for me this week, I still realized some important points. One is to always get prepared. Another point is to jive with the music of the world, and if you can't sing, just ..."BIRIT"! What I really mean is that you can't stop being alive, you have to move on even if you feel like letting go. I believe that if something negative happens, something positive will follow.
LIFE IS SUCH AN EXCITING MOVIE, with so many thrills, fun, frustrations, happiness, sorrow... etc... you just can't explain why.....!
This Monday, I got up early and fed our puppy then prepared myself for school. At exactly 7:30 in our clock (which is 20 minutes in advance), I left. I thought everything was in the right track, just as what I've been expecting positively. So, I rode a jeepney to school; on the way, I felt something was wrong. I was about two kilometers away, when I realized that I didn't have my ID. Because I left my ID, of course, I won't be able to enter the school. I had to go back. I had no choice.
I went back with my heart aching because of being so frustrated. Tanga... I said to myself many times. When I got home, I took my ID and borrowed money from someone in the house. I thought I could ride a taxi and get to school faster. The sad thing was that there was no taxi available. It took me more time waiting for one to come. "Lord, please tagai ko ug taxi...." Then I saw one but it just passed by. I really felt so unlucky ,and I got so depressed. I got teary eyed knowing that no matter how hard I try to stay calm and cry to God, nothing happens. I really want to shout! But I'm not in the right place to do it or else people would think of me as buang. I kept very very quiet. I decided to be absent for the first class. I rode a jeepney to school and kept quiet all along. haaay... I got to school at 8:01 and hopelessly went very slowly upstairs...
I sat on the benches and waited until the bell rang.
It hurts to know that you just couldn't do anything right. You always meet nothing but bad luck on the way. But I didn't want to pull myself down by getting depressed all day long. I had to move on. Life really is like that, and whole-heartedly, I want to apologize to Him up there because I almost blamed Him for what had happened. Although Monday was a bad start for me this week, I still realized some important points. One is to always get prepared. Another point is to jive with the music of the world, and if you can't sing, just ..."BIRIT"! What I really mean is that you can't stop being alive, you have to move on even if you feel like letting go. I believe that if something negative happens, something positive will follow.
LIFE IS SUCH AN EXCITING MOVIE, with so many thrills, fun, frustrations, happiness, sorrow... etc... you just can't explain why.....!
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