2/08/2007

Feel the Rain on Your Skin

hmmmmmm... everynight, as we pass the claveria road, there's one amazing thing that keeps on showing up--- my name, NEMIA. as you can see, the dark shade starts just before the first letter of my name... parang meant to be noh?!

okay...... ganyan talaga itsura ko gabi gabi na nag bubuklat ako ng kung anu-anong notes.... kelan pa kaya yan matatapos?

"always look at the bright side of life.... " that's what they say, but as for me, i couldn't. i am very depressed and i feel so weak, with all those worries and problems... with all those kapalpakan, and katangahan... i don't think i could ever be happy again... and it's raining. nakikisabay talaga sa aking pagdadalamhati... it feels so sad. so sad because i couldn't do anything good. i make the worst decisions and i follow the wrong paths.... i am very very negative about what has been happening to me.
i haven't made anything great in math. bagsak na talaga.... and i can't think of any way in which i could say hindi mababa ang kinalabasan nito... why should i think of getting a good score if i know what i did and how i answered the test?
why?.... i feel so downnnnnnnnn....
then, what makes my day a day i should completely forget is a red spot. it's the second time that i got a red spot on my skirt. but thanks to the birthday girl rani, my sister, who was there to help me....
Mali talaga............................................
sana.... in the end, i would learn to understand why i had to get through things like this... that i would realize there's something more beyond all of these worries... na meron pang masmaganda............

extra features:
i can't believe na magkasabwat kami ni kuya daryl para isurprise si sis rani. and what's really amazing is that she never sensed anything fishy at all. with maya's help, we were able to act like everything is normal. haaay... ang galing galing talaga.... when i saw them, they were really sweet! brother and sister talaga! lab you sis... thanks kay tita and tito sa dinner!

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